Diary 2025-08-08
I might also imitate a Chinese person and give him an English name. Nishio: Like westfish Taihe.
I'll be Satisfactory Multiplayer tomorrow, so I'll have to switch my weekly journal and clean up early.
My "having fun doing fun" characteristic assumes that I am having fun doing fun and conveys the fun of it non-verbally.
- This same trait means that when you think it's boring, it communicates that you think it's boring.
- Especially when you're talking to someone and you think they're boring, it's as telling as directly saying, "Your story is boring.
- The same thing works the same way for people who compensate for their decreased self-esteem with other things, and they get the message, "You act like you're worth it, but I don't see the value in that," so they get hurt on their own and start seeing me, the person who hurt them, as the enemy.
- This composition itself is already recognized as "a natural phenomenon that I am tired of seeing" and "a commonplace natural phenomenon.
- Related: Parable of the Summer Cicadas.
- The perception is, "Oh, what a bunch of unimportant people talking about unimportant things."
- When this is conveyed in the atmosphere, "It's not like it doesn't matter!" and cite outside authorities to argue that
- This is already the root of "I don't give a shit" here.
- People with high self-esteem decide whether they are "worthy" or "unimportant" according to their own values.
- "I think this is really funny. "That's interesting!" is a good pattern
- Bringing in an outside authority figure to respond to "no, I don't really see the fun in it" doesn't make it any funnier.
- Instead, it just gets worse and worse.
- At first it was just "that topic isn't interesting," but there was room for other interesting stories.
- but the act of sticking to that "uninteresting story" makes "people themselves uninteresting".
- Behavior that is perceived as damaging to self-esteem is counterproductive.
I closed too many open browsers.
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